The Future

Somehow we all wish would could change something, we all wonder what it'd be like to go back and alter our history, make that 'other' decision. Change history. So much so I think most of us forget that we can do just that with this moment right now. We can change history, the history that was just that second ago. We can shape and determine our futures, choose our paths and walk the road(s) we choose. We all seem to believe that to change our history would make for a better today, when we have the power and will to do just that, have a better today, because today, today you can do anything you want. With relative ease and comfort. Now I know in an ideal world money wouldn't be object or restraint. But in this confusing and limitation based world... it sadly is. Though this doesn't bring our dreams to a full stop, not when we have imagination. We have choice and decision, ours to control and make.
 The world, and no doubt our lives, are full of 'what if's?'. But surely it's so much more constructive to consider 'what next?' We all have these thoughts, these considerations and wonders, sheer imagination running wild and being free. And sometimes we just keep it to ourselves, probably more than sometimes, especially in today's world. Though these thoughts of ours, entirely unique don't get me wrong, but they have recurrent themes within every person's thoughts. We are all human and we all have the same capabilities and ideas of wondrous things. We feel so out of place and often, out of time, in a world where we are becoming more and more surrounded by... others. Despite the world's space lacking and lacking, more and more of us are growing ever so distant and far. Why? Why have we lost our connections, our thirst to make one and sustain, why do we feel so alone in a crowded room?
There's nothing wrong with these feelings, these feelings make us human, make us who we are and make us unique, you may not feel them yourself, but don't believe you're missing out on anything by any means. Throughout my rants, raves and pretty much... bullshit philosophies, I'm simply stating my own opinion and thoughts from my rationale and my point of view, my perspective. I'm not saying it's right, I certainly don't believe it to be. But it's a POV, an opinion, a determination and quite the assumption(s), something to cherish, because that is what we are beautifully capable of. Opinion. Such a troublesome thing despite it's mystery, or maybe because of it. Like our faces and our bodies it is unique and different for one and all. Mostly we're creatures of habit and learning, understanding and routine. Knowing what we know is our comfort, when these become besieged by the society, by culture and conformism is when we doubt ourselves, how we look and how we see and think of the world. Thinking ourselves to be wrong... despite the fact that with opinion... with choice... you're never wrong. It's your own decision(s) to even determine if you are in the first place, let alone whether you should feel it or not.
 Decisions, they are yours to make, could be the worst thing to do with them is... not make them. Chance and freewill are such underplayed and unappreciated things sometimes.
 Appreciation; such a underused and unconsidered thing. Means so much to so many but it is so overlooked. To know you're helpful, to know you're deserving, to be appreciated, is a beautiful thing and wondrous feeling. That we only really take notice of when we have it. Doesn't seem like much when it's not there but it's so cherished when it is. So why not make it more aware and evident?