Hope: we need it, we can't live without it, without it we cannot call our existence a 'life'. You cannot even comprehend what it is to live without knowing what it is to exist without hope. There is a state of existing, that is just punishment, its of living without purpose or meaning. There is no meaning to this life, there is no high power or any design to this reality. There's no fate or destiny, the only path that may lie infront of us is of our design and our own choice.
Without hope, there is no love, there is no fear, there is no purpose, meaning, reason. Without hope there is no life. A person without hope is truely something to be afraid of, they have nothing, nothing to gain or loose. Without hope a person is no longer a human being, they are a shell and a danger, to both themselves and the very world around them.
They say life is not worth living without hope, well the only way your going to get hope, is to get it your damn self. The only hope you can make is your own, the only purpose, the only meaning you can bring to your existence is your own doing, your own choice and freewill, to choose to live. It's not about doing what your given, its about doing what you want, for the good of yourself to make your existence a life. To make what you have your own, to make it yours is to have hope for yourself. No hope can be gained unless you have hope for yoruself. The heart doesn't want what it wants, it wants hope, it wants purpose, a reason to beat, a meaning to pump, a life to love.
This world is cruel, unforgiving and hard doesn't even begin to describe it, but what choice to we have but to do what we will with the existence we have. Hope makes the difference from a happy life and a sad existence. You can lead a life of tragedy, hurt, pain and misery, but if you have hope there is no reason to call that life sad, to have hope throughout every single spit in the face, every bump in the road, wolf on the path, storm in the sky, hope can get you through. It can get you killed don't get me wrong but hope, well if you have it you die a just and a worthy death. A Warrior's death isn't won with bravery, it's won with the hope that even against the odd's you beleive you can win out, despite the numbers, regardless of the reality, you beleive you can do it, then there's no reason you can't. If you don't, well it's better than dying in fear and numbness.
Hope, for anything, for everything, for yourself.
Sunday 13 June 2010
The Misdemeanors
Pain, anger, hatred. The defining emotions of our humanity. The
memories we remember most and in greatest detail are the ones
involving these emotions. Showing ourselves just how, as a species, we
live. Revenge, vengence, spite, intolerabilty, all born out of our
distasteful interactions with a cruel and unjust world.
Its not so much that the nice guy comes last. It's the fact that
there isn't not one nice guy out there. The way we plaster murderers,
rapists, theives, criminals in general, how we portray them on our
media as something less than 'us'. When intact there is not one of us
who is any better or worse. Whatever one human being is capable of, so
is the rest of humankind. The most horrific actions play backseat to
the capabilies we ARE able to do. We can murder, rob, pilfer,
threaten, blackmail, any 'criminal' act with ease. Don't even attempt
to defend yourself. You know aswell as I do. Your a monster. Exactly
like the rest of us.
memories we remember most and in greatest detail are the ones
involving these emotions. Showing ourselves just how, as a species, we
live. Revenge, vengence, spite, intolerabilty, all born out of our
distasteful interactions with a cruel and unjust world.
Its not so much that the nice guy comes last. It's the fact that
there isn't not one nice guy out there. The way we plaster murderers,
rapists, theives, criminals in general, how we portray them on our
media as something less than 'us'. When intact there is not one of us
who is any better or worse. Whatever one human being is capable of, so
is the rest of humankind. The most horrific actions play backseat to
the capabilies we ARE able to do. We can murder, rob, pilfer,
threaten, blackmail, any 'criminal' act with ease. Don't even attempt
to defend yourself. You know aswell as I do. Your a monster. Exactly
like the rest of us.
The Truth
We all know the world is truely out of control, we can debate, argue
and even have hissyfits over the status of the Earth. But no matter
the arguement or however or whichever way you put it, this planet's
chaotic, imbalanced and troublesome can not be denied. We've all seen
the news, heard the word of mouth and seen it on our very streets,
there's hatred, deep burning hatred. The kind that makes people go out
and kill, all for a meaningless "rep" or status, dog eat dog so
tospeak. Though this hatred is not born in who we choose to take it
out on, it's not bred in the opposition, our anger, our unwavering
madness and spite dereives from our very selves. We hate what we are,
we despise who we are. And in a rational logical world it seems it's
unreasonable to take this out on ourselves. Yet who is more deserving
of our wrath than ourselves?
We've realised our meaning, we've had our great epitanthy. There is
no loving, forgiving God or Gods. No higher power guiding our hands
and our lives for us. No rhyme or reason, no purpose or meaning. We
are in ourselves as out of control and chaotic as the planet we
inhabit. There's no great plan to it all, it just, is. The powers of
fate, destiny, are nothing but feeble excuses dreamt up inorder for us
not to face the truthful, harsh, realistic truth. That there is none,
that there is nothing.
We've devoted our time, our space, our ideals, we've sold our very
selves in order to feel something. Other than the vast empty vaccum of
our so called "souls". We place people on pedastals that are even more
aware and crushed by this ourselves, just to look upto something, just
in order to view and review and critize their own failures,
misdemeanings and sheer lack of being. Just to feel better about our
very shells of being. We even idolise undeserved figures, fabricated
or not, in order to use some of their so called 'qualities' to use for
our own. To make ourselves "better" people. But these self taught lies
are not enough to make our hearts and minds escape the crushing void.
We're all beginning to slowly realise, all at our different paces,
this fact. As horrfying as it is. It's beginning to dawn on us, that
we will not even become as great as the celebrities and religous
figures we epitomize so much, so we question the very fabric of them,
believe they are responsible, believe others more to be more 'well
off' and fortunate, we see false purpose in others eyes and believe it
to be true, flaring our unquenchable envy and jealousy. Misplaced as
it is, it's power is undenyable.
We're not going to get what our fellow beings promise, we're not
going to feel any true satisfaction, we will never feelfulfilled,
happy or loved. Not as much as we want or believe are deserved. And
even then, it will feel shallow, worthless. Because it is.
We will not all become all we want, and we never will be. That
crushing blow is occuring everywhere, the modern world has broken the
disolusioned traditonal beliefs and faiths, is has striped our rights
and worth away. It has shown us for the horrible monsters we are,
monsters who weep in the existence they inhabit, because they are not
needed, meaningless and simply, insignificant.
and even have hissyfits over the status of the Earth. But no matter
the arguement or however or whichever way you put it, this planet's
chaotic, imbalanced and troublesome can not be denied. We've all seen
the news, heard the word of mouth and seen it on our very streets,
there's hatred, deep burning hatred. The kind that makes people go out
and kill, all for a meaningless "rep" or status, dog eat dog so
tospeak. Though this hatred is not born in who we choose to take it
out on, it's not bred in the opposition, our anger, our unwavering
madness and spite dereives from our very selves. We hate what we are,
we despise who we are. And in a rational logical world it seems it's
unreasonable to take this out on ourselves. Yet who is more deserving
of our wrath than ourselves?
We've realised our meaning, we've had our great epitanthy. There is
no loving, forgiving God or Gods. No higher power guiding our hands
and our lives for us. No rhyme or reason, no purpose or meaning. We
are in ourselves as out of control and chaotic as the planet we
inhabit. There's no great plan to it all, it just, is. The powers of
fate, destiny, are nothing but feeble excuses dreamt up inorder for us
not to face the truthful, harsh, realistic truth. That there is none,
that there is nothing.
We've devoted our time, our space, our ideals, we've sold our very
selves in order to feel something. Other than the vast empty vaccum of
our so called "souls". We place people on pedastals that are even more
aware and crushed by this ourselves, just to look upto something, just
in order to view and review and critize their own failures,
misdemeanings and sheer lack of being. Just to feel better about our
very shells of being. We even idolise undeserved figures, fabricated
or not, in order to use some of their so called 'qualities' to use for
our own. To make ourselves "better" people. But these self taught lies
are not enough to make our hearts and minds escape the crushing void.
We're all beginning to slowly realise, all at our different paces,
this fact. As horrfying as it is. It's beginning to dawn on us, that
we will not even become as great as the celebrities and religous
figures we epitomize so much, so we question the very fabric of them,
believe they are responsible, believe others more to be more 'well
off' and fortunate, we see false purpose in others eyes and believe it
to be true, flaring our unquenchable envy and jealousy. Misplaced as
it is, it's power is undenyable.
We're not going to get what our fellow beings promise, we're not
going to feel any true satisfaction, we will never feelfulfilled,
happy or loved. Not as much as we want or believe are deserved. And
even then, it will feel shallow, worthless. Because it is.
We will not all become all we want, and we never will be. That
crushing blow is occuring everywhere, the modern world has broken the
disolusioned traditonal beliefs and faiths, is has striped our rights
and worth away. It has shown us for the horrible monsters we are,
monsters who weep in the existence they inhabit, because they are not
needed, meaningless and simply, insignificant.
The Misunderstanding
You have your laws, your repremands and your punishments. And you
think they'll save your 'lost souls'. You 'rehabilitate' and 'teach'
those who have aparently gone or led astray, yet what right, what
justice is there when the everyday person is subject to such decits
which should be just as criminalised as murder one. We jail those that
act 'wrongly' but do nothing about thought. Thought is the slowly
deteroriating freedom left available to us all. Yet even then we are
subject to assault and rape of the mind, psycholocial warfare in every
street, every tv channel, every radio station, littered throughout the
Internet, the realm of free choice and will is now subject to
wavering. We cannot do much in the world of today without temptation,
without deceptions and pure blantant lies confronting our everyday
lives. Our minds are one of the last teritorys left to own, and they
are fast being taken by force.
You believe your systems, your organisations and goverment will save
you, you think they are just, right, acting for the greater good, but
when they themselves have the resources and the means available to
waver and even change your every thought, decision and opinion. Who
can you trust? You can't even count on yourself anymore, we've become
mere tools to up or decline statistics, we're disolusioned into belief
we have free will, freedom of choice. Morality has noplace in a world
where thoughts can be bought.
think they'll save your 'lost souls'. You 'rehabilitate' and 'teach'
those who have aparently gone or led astray, yet what right, what
justice is there when the everyday person is subject to such decits
which should be just as criminalised as murder one. We jail those that
act 'wrongly' but do nothing about thought. Thought is the slowly
deteroriating freedom left available to us all. Yet even then we are
subject to assault and rape of the mind, psycholocial warfare in every
street, every tv channel, every radio station, littered throughout the
Internet, the realm of free choice and will is now subject to
wavering. We cannot do much in the world of today without temptation,
without deceptions and pure blantant lies confronting our everyday
lives. Our minds are one of the last teritorys left to own, and they
are fast being taken by force.
You believe your systems, your organisations and goverment will save
you, you think they are just, right, acting for the greater good, but
when they themselves have the resources and the means available to
waver and even change your every thought, decision and opinion. Who
can you trust? You can't even count on yourself anymore, we've become
mere tools to up or decline statistics, we're disolusioned into belief
we have free will, freedom of choice. Morality has noplace in a world
where thoughts can be bought.
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